| I'm still in this slump where i want to make life seem like its' the worst thing ever .... cause in a way it is... you just learn to deal with it. I've learned to live without a mom wasn't that hard trust me. Be independent... i'm broke a lot but make it through and work my ass off for what i want. I miss Kyle and everyone else that god has taken away from me But am thankful for the people he has left me with. My Best Friends Rissa Amanda Aleecia Jay and my Best Friend/Boy Friend/Everything Tony I love you guys thanks for helping me through it all. Rip Kyle and Jeremy Keener |
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| Dear god please help me now I know we've had our hard times seems you're not around. It hurts me to ask you for help. Seems like you've beat on my heart and left a big welt. All this time I've wondered if you're really there and if you are why you don't care. You've watched me cry when my friends die, you've watched my heart be torn apart, you've watched my friends be raped with no escape, you've watched my struggles with all lifes troubles, you let me begin but never win even when i tried not to sin. I prayed you'd let him stay around now he's 6 feet under the ground while you watch me cry so hard I can't even make a sound. You've allowed me to be good but never good enough. Why'd you have to make life to be so very tough? Hard as stones no soft spot, in this entanggled web that I've been caught. Of lost souls with no end I thought you're supposed to be man kinds best friend. Invented a miracle but don't believe in your creation, left to walk this world in pain and frustration. Questions of what to become and factors that we have to sum. So please god mend my heart for just a day and let me think that alls okay and up about let me see the one I want to watch over me. Give me a glimpse of my past and what would have happened if it had last, and finally let me see me. In the light I want to be. Yet I question if you exist and continue on with this list. Let my family and friends be okay and let them see, the way down the path you didn't show me. Please let them all see a little hope for I have none as I still pray for at least one. Let them have faith that they can achieve anything in which they want to believe. Please let them have strength without the struggle and wisdom without the trouble, let them love without the fear and not be judged by thier peers. Let life be lived with littler pain and let them have so much more to gain. No tears or fears just laughs and claps with a rhythmic beat and a tune that lasts. Ease everyones pain start all over again. Maybe someday I'll believe but the question is when? RIP Kyle Jerome Keener n Lil Jeremy Keener |
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| I can't believe he's been gone for a full year now.... i still can't even believe he's gone RIP Kyle Keener |
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| i aint writtin in here anymore i might make a new one i might not
mom reminise on the past cause i never wanna say a single word to you again... there was no excuse and i aint tryin to be nice anymore im done. |
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